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John and I went to Paris on birthday money he received from a relative. He must have been fond of me to spend that money. He let me have all the banana milkshakes I wanted.

- Paul McCartney

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—I Will

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There’s a fine line between chaos and creations

I’ve been meaning to do a little personal blog for a while. Just a catch up on my life so far. I’ve been living in Mt. P for the past few weeks (I’m staying here the entire summer) and I’ve really enjoyed it. I’m working two jobs and I’m happy that, once I start getting checks, I’ll be making some good money. I like living here…much more than in GB. Every time I go back to that town, I just feel…not in control of my happiness. If that makes sense. There are a lot of bad memories I associate with going back home, and it’s just an uneasy feeling whenever I’m back there. Not that everything about home was terrible. I love my mom and sister and dog and Jennifer is back home. That was almost the saving grace about being home, Jennifer was there. Other than that, home to me was just one big drag. So being on my own here, independent, has done a lot in terms of my happiness. I love being here and going to work and coming home to relax or hang with friends. I love having my own place to come home to without walking in the door and instantly getting nagged by a parent or someone else. When I’m here I feel better in control of my life, and that makes me happy. It isn’t without its sacrifices, though. Jennifer is still home, and I miss her a lot. It sucks that I won’t get to see her as much as I usually would in the summer, but we have a lifetime to spend together. A couple summers apart will surely be frustrating, but worth it in the end. 

So I’m happy here. I get to be independent, which is very important to me. I also get to be around my best friends and have a job and make money. All very good things. I feel like this is a milestone for me, and I was to be responsible and successful. I want to prove to myself that I can live on my own and be an adult. I’m optimistic about it, and I know I can be successful if I keep on track. 

So that’s my life update. I don’t do this a lot, so don’t expect to be spammed with personals every week. No worries, and be happy.